| Location | Hemsworth |
| Age | 8 days |
| Cause of Death | Not Listed? |
| Date of Birth | 03/11/2008 |
| Date of Death | 11/11/2008 |
| Visitors | 638 since 18/12/2008 |
| Creator |
3 days of labour and not knowin thats how it all started for me, at 24weeks and 4days its a scary thing especially wi me having 16weeks left. The second day i went to A&E did blood test, the usual routine check-up sent me home to rest n book a scan the followin day,early hours the next mornin i was rushed to pontefract delivery suite in agony at 2-55am i'd given birth to my beautiful little boy, and little he was weighing 1lb 6oz. Later that mornin i got told that he'd be transferred to leeds general infirmary where his treatment would continue as there equipment was alot more better than anywhere else, from then it took 6hours for him to be moved an hour they told me asif i'd not had a tough time already but to wait around in leeds for him to come.
The next day (tuesday) was a rocky day all round he was stable but as the day went on we got told that his next few hours were very critical a 50/50 chance they told us, so we decided to have him christened not the way i wanted to do it but life is not as simple as you think. 1hour after we had him christened he improved which put the biggest smile on my face, i was the proudest mum in the world and to this day i still feel like i am. The next week Max did fantastic he improved so much was slowly comin off his medicines n was tryin to bring him off his ventilator but when Max was ready the nurses on the ward got really busy and he had to wait but then he wasn't ready, typical!
He kept trying and trying bless him but it never happened for him. Max was then faced with a nasty infection which took over him, we had the choice do we suffer with out Max or does Max suffer for the rest of his life, we got told the out come if we kept him fightin my son would suffer for the rest of his life as a mother i couldn't allow that to happen. Tuesday afternoon i sat for ages cuddlin my son for the very first time, which is where my baby boy fell asleep the worst thing a mother would ever have to go through, i sat then for hours nursing Max did not want to ever let him go but i knew deep down i had to, one thing i haven't done n never will do is forget him he's my number one boy and the only boy i could ever love the way i love Max.
You are in my heart forever sweetheart, sleep tight Max love you forever and always love mummy xxxxxxx
big boy
happy birthday my little man! 3 today!
not a day goes by max without me thinkin of you infact make that a second, i just wish every1 could have spent those 8 special days that i got to spend with you they were amazing and i will never let them go! just wish i didnt let you go i miss you so so much im struggling with out you! missing you millions little man, love you millions love mummy xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Happy 3rd Birthday
3years today you entered this world but not for long you gave a good fight little man you will never be forgotten, look after your great grandma Gloria
love from great grandad Ken and great grandma Doreen xxx
Well baby boy can't believe your 3 soon time has flown by so much can't believe it! It doesn't get any easier at all hurts more and more each day! Today is the day u finally get to meet your great grandma Gloria miss her so much. Be good for her max she as been very poorly and needs some rest now but your love will be enough for her! Told her to give you a big kiss from me and cuddle! Love you millions baby love mummy xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
My little man, MAX xxx
hey my little man, sorry i havent been on for a very long time doesnt mean i dont think about you every minute of every day, and believe me it doesnt get any easier infact some days i think it gets harder!
why? i keep asking myself you should be here with me i have so much love to give and i need to show you it all.
just 1 more day is all i ask for but i no it will never happen.
i love you Max more than words will every describe and more than any1 will ever no! sweet dreams little man, mummy loves you millions
lots of love mummy xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
happy 2nd birthday
My little man, MAX, 2today big boy now aren't you? i wish u was here so we could all throw you the party you deserve, you would have been a very spoilt little boy. i miss you more and more each day it doesnt get any easier, i just want you here with me where you should be with your mummy! i love you more than words can even describe, lots of love MAX, love mummy xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Happy Birthday Max
Two years have passed little man you are thought of every day you touched the hearts of many HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAX
with all our love from Great Grandad Ken and great grandma Doreen xxx
Well max its your 2nd birthday tomorrow .I hope they throw you a big party because if you was here we would have but instead we are all sad. Not a day goes by when I don't think about you x anyway my little angel sleep tight and remember your auntie Loz loves you x x
my angel
well max, i cannot believe it as nearly been 2 years since i lost you, i do get told it gets easier but im still waiting how can losing
the most important person in your life get easier??? it never will. just 1 cuddle is all i want surely it cant be alot to ask??? but it is!!!
i come up to cemetry as much as i can but lately i am really struggling and i no its with your birthday coming up i should be having you a party and buying you everything you want, it is never gonna happen. look after nanny as much as she is looking after you,be good for her, i love you both millions more than words say. lots of love mummy xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
hey baby cakes, i hope your been a good boy! i cant tell ya Max how much i want u back im missin u so so much i cant cope with out u, just need to give my baby a big kiss n cuddle xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxlove you always xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Little Max,
What can i say i havent been on here for a while. The comments your mummy leaves makes me get a lump in my throat. There is never a day that goes by when i dont think about you. I was at the cemetry other day for the wrong reasons but i had five with you for the first time i just couldnt do it. But what a beautiful job your mummy has done of it.
love your auntie loz
xxxxx
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